"While I was holding on, all you did was letting go." 

I've had my day spent at Bedok.

I planned to meet Yana at 2.30, but i delayed it till 3.30. But 

atlast, she was the one who's late! I thought she was alone, but she came with her sister, and another 2 friends. I'm so kind to go to Bedok just to accompany Yana cut her hair at Snip Avenue. I mean, i need to be there because she wanted the same style as mine, and she doesn't know how to tell the hairdresser what kind of style she really want. In the end, I'm the one who's jealous of her hair. Wanted too take a picture of it, but she went to tie hair. Slacked at Bedok South and then met Nana at 6pm. Followed her to the dance studio at Siglap CC and watched them practiced for awhile. By then, it's already 7pm. Nana became a butch for awhile just now. Hahaha! We took bus 9 to Bedok Interchange and went to McDonald, chilled there for awhile, and went home. While in the bus, I saw my primary school friend. Rindu! I didn't contact any of them, like seriously. Name busuk pat sekolah, paisey mansx nak turun. Hekhek. I talked about ALOT of things with him, about everything and everyone. He took my number and until now, haven't yet message me. Hurry up, i want a meet up with Primary school mates. All gangster already, only me, still goodgirl. Hekhek.

I have something that i need to let out, cause i just feel i need. 

To you,

I'm sorry. My intention wasn't beyond MY limits, but it's BELOW your expection. My expection is BELOW your intention, but your intention was above MY limits. You should get what I really mean here. My intention was for US to be friends, and I'm sorry if it wasn't up to your expections. And I clearly know and understand what's your intention. But honey, your intentions are way ABOVE my limits. How? It's a sad thing for you though. I can't give what you expected for, cause baby, I'm not what you thought I was. Who am I, who was I, you don't even know. Me quiet, you quiet, and no one will know? Bury those, I just don't buy it. Let me ask you, how long have you known me? So, how can I trust you? Be angry all you want, and hate me for all i care. Me, just want us to be FRIENDS. Of course I will say it's over MY limits, because, friends don't do that. Why ask me, a person who you've not known so well, when you can go 'there', and have it with the unknowns? Come on, tell me, any difference? Exactly. Takecare, I hope you'll have a good life ahead, and please change for the better alright. ♥

And To you ♥,

Now, I can really say you changed. And baby please, don't deny it. You'll never realise you changed. The changes in you are hurting me inside. I tried my very best to talk things out with you, but all you did was? Much disappointment for me. Where are you when I need you? I'm trying my best to hold on, very strong. 

♥

"While I was holding on, all you did was letting go." 

I've had my day spent at Bedok.

I planned to meet Yana at 2.30, but i delayed it till 3.30. But 

atlast, she was the one who's late! I thought she was alone, but she came with her sister, and another 2 friends. I'm so kind to go to Bedok just to accompany Yana cut her hair at Snip Avenue. I mean, i need to be there because she wanted the same style as mine, and she doesn't know how to tell the hairdresser what kind of style she really want. In the end, I'm the one who's jealous of her hair. Wanted too take a picture of it, but she went to tie hair. Slacked at Bedok South and then met Nana at 6pm. Followed her to the dance studio at Siglap CC and watched them practiced for awhile. By then, it's already 7pm. Nana became a butch for awhile just now. Hahaha! We took bus 9 to Bedok Interchange and went to McDonald, chilled there for awhile, and went home. While in the bus, I saw my primary school friend. Rindu! I didn't contact any of them, like seriously. Name busuk pat sekolah, paisey mansx nak turun. Hekhek. I talked about ALOT of things with him, about everything and everyone. He took my number and until now, haven't yet message me. Hurry up, i want a meet up with Primary school mates. All gangster already, only me, still goodgirl. Hekhek.

I have something that i need to let out, cause i just feel i need. 

To you,

I'm sorry. My intention wasn't beyond MY limits, but it's BELOW your expection. My expection is BELOW your intention, but your intention was above MY limits. You should get what I really mean here. My intention was for US to be friends, and I'm sorry if it wasn't up to your expections. And I clearly know and understand what's your intention. But honey, your intentions are way ABOVE my limits. How? It's a sad thing for you though. I can't give what you expected for, cause baby, I'm not what you thought I was. Who am I, who was I, you don't even know. Me quiet, you quiet, and no one will know? Bury those, I just don't buy it. Let me ask you, how long have you known me? So, how can I trust you? Be angry all you want, and hate me for all i care. Me, just want us to be FRIENDS. Of course I will say it's over MY limits, because, friends don't do that. Why ask me, a person who you've not known so well, when you can go 'there', and have it with the unknowns? Come on, tell me, any difference? Exactly. Takecare, I hope you'll have a good life ahead, and please change for the better alright. ♥

And To you ♥,

Now, I can really say you changed. And baby please, don't deny it. You'll never realise you changed. The changes in you are hurting me inside. I tried my very best to talk things out with you, but all you did was? Much disappointment for me. Where are you when I need you? I'm trying my best to hold on, very strong. 

♥