Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 6:05 PM
I never lie when i say 'i love you'.
"I Had Fun Today, Although I Was Honestly Quite Down About Something"
I intend to wake up at 7am. But guess what? I slept at 3am, And i ended waking up at 9am, i kept on delaying and told myself to take just another few mintues. So much for 7am huh? At 9, i rushed to get myself ready and went out at 10, took a cab, and fetch my Birthday girl at Geylang Serai. I had a hard time fetching her since I'm a newbie at Geylang Serai's new blocks building. I wonder how many waiting point they have. The taxi driver talks alot too, right Farah? So, we are the early birds, itu sudah terang, hehe. I mean, we're the first to reach there, set up the tents and stuffs. Then soon came the others. Skip, i rent a bicycle and went cycling from ECP to Changi and Back to ECP. You go and try, then come back and tell me how good your legs feels like, macam nak tercabut tau! Wait soon, I'm gonna have muscles. Hahha! Actually, I'm not in any good mood now. I'm feeling so down.
Why? What's my fault until i deserve this kind of treatment from you? Where did I go wrong? What did i did wrong? I'm sorry if I troubled you all this while. You wanted me to change, I am. I understand, you're busy. Busy until you can't even reply my ONE message? Busy till you can't call me or message me to inform your whereabouts and stuffs? Busy till you're willing to make me worry about you? You know how panic I will be when such things happen. But I know it's no use worrying too much, cause you don't even care about how i feel. I used to text you several times if you didn't reply, i used to call you alot of times when you didn't pick up my call. But today is my FIRST time not doing so. I can't make you realise how worry I was. You don't seem to care much about me. I tried my very best to show my care and concerns towards you, tried to show I have no other guys other than you by concentrating only on you. If i were to have others, why would I care if you don't reply my texts? Why would I worry if you don't answer my calls? Now, i had to forced myself to refrain from texting you or calling you just to see if you would realise. Oh, who am I to you afterall. Just friends to you, right?
♥ Labels: It hurts when you make someone your everything and knowing you're their nothing.
Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 6:05 PM
I never lie when i say 'i love you'.
"I Had Fun Today, Although I Was Honestly Quite Down About Something"
I intend to wake up at 7am. But guess what? I slept at 3am, And i ended waking up at 9am, i kept on delaying and told myself to take just another few mintues. So much for 7am huh? At 9, i rushed to get myself ready and went out at 10, took a cab, and fetch my Birthday girl at Geylang Serai. I had a hard time fetching her since I'm a newbie at Geylang Serai's new blocks building. I wonder how many waiting point they have. The taxi driver talks alot too, right Farah? So, we are the early birds, itu sudah terang, hehe. I mean, we're the first to reach there, set up the tents and stuffs. Then soon came the others. Skip, i rent a bicycle and went cycling from ECP to Changi and Back to ECP. You go and try, then come back and tell me how good your legs feels like, macam nak tercabut tau! Wait soon, I'm gonna have muscles. Hahha! Actually, I'm not in any good mood now. I'm feeling so down.
Why? What's my fault until i deserve this kind of treatment from you? Where did I go wrong? What did i did wrong? I'm sorry if I troubled you all this while. You wanted me to change, I am. I understand, you're busy. Busy until you can't even reply my ONE message? Busy till you can't call me or message me to inform your whereabouts and stuffs? Busy till you're willing to make me worry about you? You know how panic I will be when such things happen. But I know it's no use worrying too much, cause you don't even care about how i feel. I used to text you several times if you didn't reply, i used to call you alot of times when you didn't pick up my call. But today is my FIRST time not doing so. I can't make you realise how worry I was. You don't seem to care much about me. I tried my very best to show my care and concerns towards you, tried to show I have no other guys other than you by concentrating only on you. If i were to have others, why would I care if you don't reply my texts? Why would I worry if you don't answer my calls? Now, i had to forced myself to refrain from texting you or calling you just to see if you would realise. Oh, who am I to you afterall. Just friends to you, right?
♥ Labels: It hurts when you make someone your everything and knowing you're their nothing.
