Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 12:06 PM
Okay, I'm back for a proper post. Let's make it this way, if you don't see me updating here, it's for sure I'm updating Tumblr. If i don't update both, means I'm dead. Okay fake. People know imma lazy girl, so just understand what have to be understood.
I've been dating guys on the past months after I turned single, but I can't date anymore guys now. Obviously from the photo above, you would already knew he's my Boyfriend. For those who may be active on viewing my Tumblr may know the reason why. If you wanna view now, it's too late already cause I've deleted the posts about him. Our relationship was at a very bad and complicated state when we first get together. Really. I ALMOST gave up on him, but i didn't. I keep telling my closed ones that i don't think this relationship can go on, we're gonna break any sooner. But in the end, we talked things out and everything's settled. The caused that our relationship go haywire was because of girls and guys. And me, I'm very sensitive. Who doesn't get jealous when another girl says 'i love you' to your boyfriend? I know they don't know, but just let them know. I'm closing one eye now. Please okay hubby? Apart from that, I also have to refrain myself from entertaining other guys too much. Just an empty talk will do, but not more than that. In this relationship, I shall just follow the flow and not be too serious. But still, as his Girlfriend, I have to know my limits and He need to know his or I shall teach him to know where's the limit. I feel sorry for the guys who feel they got rejected because i went for another guy. Really, I'm so sorry okay.
"- In Love, it does not matter who came into your life first, who's the most good looking, or who you can live with. But it's about who you can't live without ,and who came into your life, and never left. "
That's me, I don't choose who came into my life first, it's not on the 'first come, first serve' basis okay.
Well, today I stayed at home, and rot like a pork. My ex-boyfriend texted me and asked me out. But obvously, i won't. First, I'm lazy and tired. Second, Hubby won't allow me to. Third, I'm so not gonna entertain a paitawkia like him. You know I'm attached, why bother asking? Sorry, i'm not like you okay. I don't slack with people boyfriend nor do i slack with guys when I'm attached.
I just received a text message from Hubby, he said that i went slacking with my ex-boyfriend just because I didn't reply to his text messages when i actually received his messages all at once. I was online the whole day, like hello baby?
I didn't know why i sudddenly had this mood for blogging, it's really like all of a sudden. Weird me. Maybe because I hopped on some people's blog just now? Forget it. I miss my Beybeethes Babygirls.
