Tuesday, March 09, 2010 @ 10:10 AM
Sucks , School sucks , Alot . Can't you see i'm trying very hard to change ? I concentrated more on education , i tried to study . But please , not with people who are trying to bring me down !
You're not in my shoes , you're not feeling what i am feeling , you're not in the same situation as i am , you don't know how hard it was , you don't ! Cause you're not me !
So , just for once , stop all this . Stop treating me like how you trained a dog . We are from different families , different backgrounds , & so very different diciplines . But i'm not what you think i am . I know i'm bad , i know you don't see any good in me . Once and for all , i'll make this clear .
I never will say something to hurt my own friends . Have i ever ?
I do have patience , but everyone's patience have its limits . Yes , no joke no fun . But there's a time when you should joke , there's also a time to be serious . & Joke according to the person's limits . There's some parts where certain people can't take it .
Friends help one another , and that's what i'm doing . I don't mind getting in trouble for a friend . Sorry to say this , but you people are not better , it's better to show the real you than rather talking behind the person . It's better to show the negative side of you than hiding it behind those innocent faces, true much ? Stop behaving as though you people are so good . Let people know the real you , isn't that better ?
Yes , i know i'm rude , but i know when to be rude , and why i was rude . Unlike some people who shows their rudeness for no reason at certain times and to certain people only .
Why not show your true colour infront of everyone ?
That's what i have to say . I'm not showing attitude , but i'm fighting for my rights . I won't let people blame me for no reason .
I want to study , but see , i can't , with this bunch of people who treats me like this . I was late for shool today , because of my cousin , Wawah . She wanted to go to school with me cause she's having cross country today at Bedok Reservoir , that was near my school . Planned to take the same bus , But 28 was veryyy late . Sue the bus , i don't care ! I was late by a few minutes , it's only the 4th time i'm late . The OM took my Ez-Link and told me to see him after school . Everything was okay , until it was Literature period . I just hate that Francisco . She's a new teacher in our school . She's been teaching us from the starting of this year . And she sucks alot towards me , she keep finding fault with me . She said i was defiant and rude , hey it's my mouth , bitch :P It's not only me who was rude . See , alot of people hate you , but you don't know .
She still has got the guts to say she's kind and alot of people like her . I bother you ? You shouldn't be bothered about me , ass . So kaypo . I was given a statement form and my form teacher asked whats wrong with me .
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After school , i went straight to meet the OM and DM to take back my Ez-link . And what they do was to check my attire , nothing better to do or what ? Caught for not having name tag , leftover hair colour , school shoes . And the DM said that the hair clip on my collar was a paper clip , trying to crack a joke huh ?
Funny much ._.
Just coming to school late for 4 times already had to make me do a canteen duty for one week ):
Had to report to them for one whole week every recess time .
I miss boyfriend . bye .
