Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 2:51 PM
I know you know this is my third post . I feel bored after switching off the computer . I'm not even sleepy right now . My Boyfriend explain everything already , and even apologises to me . I will only forgive him after he treat me something , okay fake . I know what he will feel after i send him that message . He'll be very down , and loses his mood , cause when i re-read the message i sent to him , it hurts too . But my feeling's worst . I'm really sorry if i make you feel so down . I was too mad . What a pity , you came back tired and moody , my fault for breaking the excitement you should be having over there . I forgot to say i miss him , really . Luckily my Boyfriend is not Ego . He know he's wrong . So , he apologises to me , unlike some guys who thinks only themself should win . Ooops , sape makan cili terase pedas :P
Hmm , i'm dissapointed with some people too . Sometimes , i feel like changing to another school or quit school. I appreciate someone , & because of her , i'm still strong . I know people change , they can change in a blink of an eye , just like them . Eveybody's changing , i don't know why or what's my fault . It's always the 4 of you . You came to me only on the things you know i can do , i know i'm no good . I feel USED . You complain when you're leftout . You keep asking me why i was like this and that , but you never ask yourself ' why ? ' i was behaving in that manner. I discriminate myself from all of you because i know that's what you people want , some scold , some quarreled . But i don't bother cause i know some people are on cloud's nine . I lead mine . I came back for a reason , for someone . But then , that person hurt me intentionally . Until when ? I've been keeping , and i only tell one person about this . I try to make you people realise by writing on my blog , but did you ? Sadly , no )':
I want to know , confess it to me , the reality . I know you all want me to change , i am . Just help me . I can't if what you do is killing me softly .
It's True What My Dad Say -
You'll Only Appreciate The Person Once Him/Her Is Gone .
If the person if with you , you'll never treasure him/her .
You say you miss me cause i wasn't with you guys all along . But when i'm there , you discriminate .
Labels: Friends are killing me softly )))':
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 2:51 PM
I know you know this is my third post . I feel bored after switching off the computer . I'm not even sleepy right now . My Boyfriend explain everything already , and even apologises to me . I will only forgive him after he treat me something , okay fake . I know what he will feel after i send him that message . He'll be very down , and loses his mood , cause when i re-read the message i sent to him , it hurts too . But my feeling's worst . I'm really sorry if i make you feel so down . I was too mad . What a pity , you came back tired and moody , my fault for breaking the excitement you should be having over there . I forgot to say i miss him , really . Luckily my Boyfriend is not Ego . He know he's wrong . So , he apologises to me , unlike some guys who thinks only themself should win . Ooops , sape makan cili terase pedas :P
Hmm , i'm dissapointed with some people too . Sometimes , i feel like changing to another school or quit school. I appreciate someone , & because of her , i'm still strong . I know people change , they can change in a blink of an eye , just like them . Eveybody's changing , i don't know why or what's my fault . It's always the 4 of you . You came to me only on the things you know i can do , i know i'm no good . I feel USED . You complain when you're leftout . You keep asking me why i was like this and that , but you never ask yourself ' why ? ' i was behaving in that manner. I discriminate myself from all of you because i know that's what you people want , some scold , some quarreled . But i don't bother cause i know some people are on cloud's nine . I lead mine . I came back for a reason , for someone . But then , that person hurt me intentionally . Until when ? I've been keeping , and i only tell one person about this . I try to make you people realise by writing on my blog , but did you ? Sadly , no )':
I want to know , confess it to me , the reality . I know you all want me to change , i am . Just help me . I can't if what you do is killing me softly .
It's True What My Dad Say -
You'll Only Appreciate The Person Once Him/Her Is Gone .
If the person if with you , you'll never treasure him/her .
You say you miss me cause i wasn't with you guys all along . But when i'm there , you discriminate .
Labels: Friends are killing me softly )))':
