Friday, March 05, 2010 @ 12:14 PM
Few weeks back before boyfirend go NCC camp .
Nobody's home . So , i'm taking this opportunity to make a post .
Staying with dad and stepmum does reveal ALOT of unknown secrets . Like what i just found out today .
Well , i don't wanna beat around the bush . Maybe to those who don't kow , my Real mum passed away after after a few months she gave birth to me . So , my father re-married with a new lady when i was 5 , i think ? & Then my stepmum gave birth to 5 lil kiddos . Now between the age of 9 - 3 . I'm not sure . So yeah , today i found out that my Real mum is not my Grandma's real daughter , so i'm not her real grandaughter . My REAL grandma is bad . I also found out that my late mum left a huge some of money too , for me . I'm not sure how much . Although i don't know who my late mum was , cause i've not seen her before , i still think that she's a nice lady . She SACRIFICES her life for me and dad ,
she put it in a fragile glass that's at the tip of a tree branch , she does .
" You shouldn't have gone . You gave yourself to ' her ' in order for all of us to stay alive . I appreciate you , i do love you . "
Now , i regretted what i've lost . My late mum gave up her life for me to have a good future , a good life . & to be a goodgirl .
But , i wasted it just like that . Certain things just doesn't have a second chance . And certain things can't be un-done when you've done it . But the worst thing is , when you've lost something , and never get it back .
I'm missing boyfriend .
Bye .
Labels: No use crying over spilt milk .
