Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 1:37 PM
I'm Tear-ing , I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH ! I HATE THIS !
Please Baby Stay , Don't Go . ):
I'm dissapointed , VERY dissapointed . I'm hurt , VERY hurt . I'm sad, VERY sad . I'm weak , VERY weak .
& I'M MISERABLE , VERYVERY MISERABLE .
Baby , if only you're feeling what i'm feeling . ):
I don't blame you , but MYSELF . It's all my fault , if only i changed earlier , these things won't be happening now . I'm at Fault , YES ME . I'm tired of everything , i'm counfused about us . I don't know what's your feelings for me , i don't understand your thoughts , i really don't . Can you ever find a girl like me ? Like how i am towards you ? I'm not them . I was REALLY VERRY DISSAPOINTED with you Yesterday's night , you didn't want to settle things that was in a big mess right now . You kept quiet . I had a hard time yesterday night , waiting for your reply , BUT YOU DIDN'T . I woke up to see your message , BUT THERE WAS NONE . You told me to change if i love you , i'm trying so hard right now . But at the same time , you wanted us to move on . Move on with ? Yes , you should , WITH ANOTHER GIRL . ): But me ? I can't . If you wanted me to move on , WHAT'S THE POINT OF ASKING ME TO CHANGE ? I won't get you back , never . I'm WILLING to change to make you happy , but am i happy in the end ? NO , I WONT !
Right now , i only have you to hold on to , no one else . But soon ? I have no one . I can't move on at all , i only could change myself to a better person . A person who you wanted me to be , i'm changing because of you , because I LOVE YOU . But you ? You onced told me , never asked the person you love to change , love them for who they are . But i don't spit out about it to you , i was willing to change , JUST FOR YOU . But you hurt me , ALOT . I still didn't care much . Only now , i'm CHANGING . You've never left my mind , not even for a second . Everything i do , i think of you , i try to take good care of your feelings , i try not to hurt you in any way , i try to do the best for you . But it seems that everything i did to show my love for you didn't change anything , infact , it gotten worst than i thought , never even onced across my mind that this kind of things will happen . I can't do anything now , i can't study , i can't concentrate , i always think about us . I always wonder why this things happen to me ? I always wonder why you're like this to me ? I thought you were the guy , that's different from my previous ex's , but now i'm thinking twice about what i thought . Please , prove me wrong ..): I know you're having someone else on mind right now .What if one day you lose me forever ? I don't want you to regret . But if the choice you made Yesterday will make you happy , i'm willing to let you go , & just let myself be as what it is , just let me try to move on hurtfully . I love you , you're a part of me . I don't know how to face all these , i'm not strong enough .
I REGRET ALOT FOR ALLOWING YOU TO LEAVE ME ON THE 101109 . I REGRET .
I Can't Hold On To My Tears .
Labels: Baby . Understand me ):
Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 1:37 PM
I'm Tear-ing , I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH ! I HATE THIS !
Please Baby Stay , Don't Go . ):
I'm dissapointed , VERY dissapointed . I'm hurt , VERY hurt . I'm sad, VERY sad . I'm weak , VERY weak .
& I'M MISERABLE , VERYVERY MISERABLE .
Baby , if only you're feeling what i'm feeling . ):
I don't blame you , but MYSELF . It's all my fault , if only i changed earlier , these things won't be happening now . I'm at Fault , YES ME . I'm tired of everything , i'm counfused about us . I don't know what's your feelings for me , i don't understand your thoughts , i really don't . Can you ever find a girl like me ? Like how i am towards you ? I'm not them . I was REALLY VERRY DISSAPOINTED with you Yesterday's night , you didn't want to settle things that was in a big mess right now . You kept quiet . I had a hard time yesterday night , waiting for your reply , BUT YOU DIDN'T . I woke up to see your message , BUT THERE WAS NONE . You told me to change if i love you , i'm trying so hard right now . But at the same time , you wanted us to move on . Move on with ? Yes , you should , WITH ANOTHER GIRL . ): But me ? I can't . If you wanted me to move on , WHAT'S THE POINT OF ASKING ME TO CHANGE ? I won't get you back , never . I'm WILLING to change to make you happy , but am i happy in the end ? NO , I WONT !
Right now , i only have you to hold on to , no one else . But soon ? I have no one . I can't move on at all , i only could change myself to a better person . A person who you wanted me to be , i'm changing because of you , because I LOVE YOU . But you ? You onced told me , never asked the person you love to change , love them for who they are . But i don't spit out about it to you , i was willing to change , JUST FOR YOU . But you hurt me , ALOT . I still didn't care much . Only now , i'm CHANGING . You've never left my mind , not even for a second . Everything i do , i think of you , i try to take good care of your feelings , i try not to hurt you in any way , i try to do the best for you . But it seems that everything i did to show my love for you didn't change anything , infact , it gotten worst than i thought , never even onced across my mind that this kind of things will happen . I can't do anything now , i can't study , i can't concentrate , i always think about us . I always wonder why this things happen to me ? I always wonder why you're like this to me ? I thought you were the guy , that's different from my previous ex's , but now i'm thinking twice about what i thought . Please , prove me wrong ..): I know you're having someone else on mind right now .What if one day you lose me forever ? I don't want you to regret . But if the choice you made Yesterday will make you happy , i'm willing to let you go , & just let myself be as what it is , just let me try to move on hurtfully . I love you , you're a part of me . I don't know how to face all these , i'm not strong enough .
I REGRET ALOT FOR ALLOWING YOU TO LEAVE ME ON THE 101109 . I REGRET .
I Can't Hold On To My Tears .
Labels: Baby . Understand me ):
