Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @ 11:20 AM
;D / ;C
Pictures with school besties is not with me , SORRY .
Below photos are with babyG[s] .
Wawah cousin / babygirl ;D
Nana Jeponmeow Babyg ; She edited these ;D
She's short-ER than me ! ;P
First thing , sorry for not posting yesterday .
So , let's start the story telling ayye ? ;D
I can't sleep yesterday night due to the Excited feeling for school , i missed my bestfriends .
And you know what time i woke up ? 5.30AM . Early , wasn't it ?
At 545am , i bathed and get ready . While waiting for the time to strike 630AM , i smoke first , breakfast , Re-checked my stuffs . Then off to School . ;D
REACHED SCHOOL AT 7AM , Ohhh how early ? Ususally i was lateee . xD
I hugged my girls really tight i tell youuu !
Imissthemsofuckingmuch !
In school , i Slept in class since it was effing bored with the teachers talking about don'tknow what shit .
After school , met with my babygirls . But before that , i went to slack with my Besties at the Bedok Library , At 3+then i met my beloved babyg . At first , i thought i met My girls first . But while they were on their way to Bedok , they terserempak Abby and Feela , so Abby and feela Joint them . Met them at bedok interchange . And you know what ?
First thing Nana Jeponmeow said was ,
" Ehh shasha , muke goodgirl sey ! "
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Lepak at bedok macdonald , then off to Tampines int .
Lepak at Tamp one rooftop , at 6pm we gerak from there and went home ;D
TODAY ?
School was bored
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After school , me and 2 off my besties go to Bedok macdonald , eat there .
Then off to my Crib ;D
Aww so sad Liyana can't make it to my crib due to some reasons .
Kynakecyk was the first friend of mine from the same school to come to my crib ;D
At 445pm she wanted to went back home , so i sent her to Aljunied MRT .
The best part is ,
I SAW THESE CUTEEE KITTEN AND BRING IT ALONG , HOME .
Awww pity youu lil cutie , you're so skinny .
Feed it , went to shop .
& So , i decided to bring it homee ;
SEKALIIIII , Nenek aku marah laa ):
Sodeyyy buluu lebat pee . SKIPSKIP !
At last , i have to let it go ):
Love ;
Why are you reacting these way towards me ? You know i love you . I can't bear to lose you for the second time .
I know you have alot of girls surrounding you . But i shouldn't be treated these way . If you can't handle my worst now , then you don't deserve the best of me in the future . I keep myself distance from guys , i'm not contacting with other guys . ONLY YOU . After all i've given you , these is what i get in return . I don't wish for us fight , i don't wish for us to quarrel , i don't for us to be apart , Again . What's the point saying ' iloveyou' , 'imissyou' , and all , when you actually don't . Maybe i was harsh , maybe you're dissapointed with me ? I don't know why , or what's my fault . You told me before , asked me to promise , ' anything that we're not happy about , talk things out' . But are you ? / Yes , i did , i did broke the promise , and i'm sorry about it . / I know we're not in any relationship , and i can't stop you from making friends with other girls , going out with other girls , or even be in relationship with other girls .
It hurts to see comments from other girls at your Tagged .
First were friendship . We knew each other better at ECP , on Nana's birthday . We started contacting with each other from that day onwards . After those , we start to slack together , with your friends . Even before we get into relationship , we fought alot due to some reasons , it's so hard for us to get together even when we already love one another . On the 13th November 2009 , you asked me if i'm willing to be your girlfriend , i didn't reply . Since i was otf with my cousin , i told her . And keep asking myself againandagain if i made the right choice . You texted me again after i didn't reply for sometime . And after that , i accepted you to be apart of me , at that moment , i was so deeply in love with you . I feel that we could make it through together .
Then we broke up , that was few more days to our 1st monthsary , i was so sad and dissapointed , i cried , infront of my cousin , when i saw what you said at MSN. I'm not strong to face all that . You really broke my heart that time .
After breaking up , we were friends , and we still love each other , i think . Until now , i still love you . But you ? Do you ? Why you changed ? I know you're so fucked up about school . But im here to always try to cheeer you up . A few days ago , you started replying my messages with A WORD / PHRASE . & just now , i texted you so veryvery longlong , and you reply me with ONE SHORT SENTENCE . You know how feel ? Do you ?
I don't wanna be hurt like how i was lastime , with other guys .
Only you i can rely on now . I hope you read these , i won't msg you .
I LOVE YOU , MOHD KADRI ):
Labels: is these what we call love ?
